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close-up of a white woman's eye.
she picks a compact disc to play music from and loads it into a CD player. she tries to prepare herself for her day, on the verge of tears but buoyed by the lyrics of Petula Clark's “Downtown.”
she arranges the living room for a group but is interrupted by the beeping of a fire alarm: burnt muffins, she burns herself pulling them out of the oven, charred muffins roll across the floor.
doorbell rings. an older white woman at the door seems sympathetic as the younger white woman says, “i burnt my hand. and my muffins.” an unseen man works on fixing her plumbing, which the two woman complain jokingly about.
the book club begins.
an annoying white man with glasses: “it's not even literature, it's popcorn.”
older white woman: “and why isn't it literature, adam? i'm dying to know.”
adam: “there's no metaphor. it's by-the-numbers religious hokum-pokum...”
older white woman, talking over adam, incensed: “no metaphors??“
adam: “...it's science fiction. now i know why ben isn't here.”
this pulls the younger white woman out of her bored daydreaming.
younger white woman: “excuse me?”
adam: “i know the host picks the book, but seriously, julie, he wouldn't read this in the damn bathroom.”
the older white woman looks satisfied as julie stands her ground indignantly: “well, adam, i am the host and i do pick the books and this... is my favorite book so i am absolutely thrilled that you can't stand it. silly me! for sinking so low as to select something that ben wouldn't like; here i am, thinking that free will actually exists on—”
a rumbling like an earthquake shakes the home. cutlery and decorative plates fall to the ground and shatter. the book club scatters, hiding under doorways for a moment until the shaking stops. everyone goes outside. a feeble-looking white man comes out of a nearby home, looking deadly serious. everyone watches as a burning plane flies overhead before splitting into two. julie looks petrified. the feeble white man begins barking orders. he sends two white men to investigate the crash, demanding that one of them infiltrate any group of survivors: “listen. learn,” and with extra emphasis: “don't get involved. i want lists in three days. go.“
the feeble white man walks over to julie, who is holding a copy of Stephen King's Carrie. he tells her: “so i guess i'm out of the book club.” a mixture of hurt, confusion, and annoyance on her face as she turns to walk away. dramatic string music as the camera cuts to aerial shots that are farther and farther away, revealing where all this is happening: a tiny, remote village surrounded by giant mountains and, clearly, completely and extremely isolated.
image of what may be page 1 of a manuscript? what is next to the page number is redacted. printed words scattered across the page read: “GUIDE In short, science and English and history and power use everything. us our writing. this novel?” the number 341 is written in pen, to the right of the word “GUIDE”.
image of what may be page 65 of a manuscript? what is next to the page number is redacted. in pen at top-right: “GUIDE,” an arrow pointing at it next to the words, “in same place as first page.” in pen at top-left, askew, below a small rectangular block indicating something was redacted: “Octavia E. Butler Pasadena, California May 1999”. printed words scattered across the page read: “What would you think about? people who read think about the United States, the human are we going? are we creating? want to live? it isn't better Individually in groups what can we do?”. a small rectangular block at bottom indicating something was redacted.length: 990 words
In Spring 2117 I was asked to speak in Rivera’s apartment. I knew that this would be an emotional experience, because I had spent the last twelve years of my life writing a biography of the abolitionist. Few writers get so close to where their protagonist lived and worked, and others who had spoken from the Robledo apartment had told me of its effect on their lives. I knew too that the event would bring back strong memories of my stepfather, who had died just two months before, and who had been an organizer around abolitionism when I was growing up in a U.S. American colony.
But I wasn’t expecting what happened. I was very aware of my dad, and of what being an organizer had meant to him, and I understood the stress that collaboration brought for him in a new way as I climbed the building’s stairs. To my surprise I found myself unable to stop thinking about something else too, the movie theater at the center of the building, the [REDACTED]. This twentieth-century theater faces what once must have been a shopping center, and it was put in place high up in the city’s geography; by Rivera’s time it was no longer a Spanish-language adult movie theater and there is no evidence of a similar space after 2022. It shows movies on a giant screen from which Robledo residents suckle, while a projectionist looks into their backsides, as though they were pigs. It is labelled in a fancy later Gothic script [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED], which means the ineffable name of God, words which according to insurrectionist theory should not be written down. It is a foul insult to insurrectionists (who do not write texts) and it is blasphemous.
The gathering was bilingual in French and Spanish and members of a Belgian co-op were visiting. Dressed in her puffy black bomber jacket and her wrinkled pink hoodie and cap, the activist who'd invited me to speak seemed like a twenty-first-century revenant. At the end of the service, we walked out into the twilight, and she told me that we would now move to the theater lobby, ‘where you will answer questions from the collective for 45 minutes’. This had not been mentioned in her invitation; and sure enough, the first question was hers: ‘Why did you say that Rivera was accelerationist? Surely she was anti-colonial?’
I stumbled out a reply in my inadequate Spanish, when another member of the collective stood up: ‘Of course she is accelerationist! We have looked at all the writings [and here they named the key ones], we have spent years analyzing them and we just have to admit it and see what it means. This is part of the history of our work’. They gave a highly articulate, deeply knowledgeable speech that was fluent, bold and inspiring. Who was this person?
It was Fi Semm, a famous U.S. American student and insurrectionist, an opponent of the U.S. American regime, an abolition and decolonialism scholar who was spied on by [REDACTED] and who has written many major books on Rivera’s philosophy. And soon I realized that the woman who had done the many readings in the apartment seemed somehow familiar too. I had seen her face in the giant photograph in the Inland Empire studio museum from 2089, taken when a group of Robledo citizens smashed the lock on the door and finally went in to try and destroy the building, just two weeks before the U.S. American regime collapsed. They are all standing in the ruins, wearing hard hats, and smiling. The artist Las Cach was the group painter of Canela the Wise, Rivera’s best friend, and she lived in Robledo and was also a close friend of Rivera’s; the group in the photograph had been trying for years to get the colonial building demolished. The woman I met in the apartment is now a liaison for the Canela-cooperative, a vast, decentralized farm, and still a people’s initiative which invites activists from all over the world to come to stay and spend time creating art in the stables. On the Robledo park field later that day, I ate huevos con papa with her and with the activist, the comforting dish that always reminds me of the old West. The activist told me about the weekly protests calling for the [REDACTED] to be shut down, and spoke of her shame at working out of a theater which, as they said, insults another ideology.
I couldn’t get the collective's questions out of my head, which I now understood differently. I felt I had to think again about Rivera’s accelerationism, even though I had written about it before. Was it an ideological as well as colonial hatred, and if so, how far did it contaminate Rivera’s philosophy and her concept of organizing? The event reminded me why I was so gripped by Rivera, and why I was so fascinated by Robledo—the imagination and creative idealism that it took to found the Canela-cooperative, the openness of their collective to outsiders like me, the matter-of-fact way in which respectful ideological debate was just expected to be part of a collective discussion after a talk. No-one, not even an activist in a pink hoodie and cap, is immune from having their ideas scruinized and debated; and Riveranism remains a profoundly non-heirarchical, non-structured movement, just as its founder Rivera had no formal position in the collective and was only ever a teacher of abolitionist thought. In the end, I too will have my views assessed, and I hope that my view of Rivera’s femininity and her knotty character may open up the discussion further about how we commemorate great women without losing sight of their frailties and violence.
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content/trigger warnings: oblique references to a sexual fetish (submission), discussion of self-harm
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01:13:07.801 —> 01:13:11.180 Over the years, my relationship with Erica has evolved.
01:13:11.638 —> 01:13:14.056 River America, without the “m.”
01:13:15.141 —> 01:13:17.185 Is that silly?
01:13:19.395 —> 01:13:24.693 I’ve seen so many people put her on a pedestal, and I realize I’ve been doing the same thing.
01:13:25.735 —> 01:13:28.071 But these days, I find myself pushing back.
01:13:28.488 —> 01:13:30.865 Come here and give me a hand.
01:13:31.283 —> 01:13:34.495 Erica is so good at subtly directing conversations.
01:13:36.288 —> 01:13:39.500 She deflects the difficult questions and puts a positive spin on everything.
01:13:41.543 —> 01:13:43.545 It’s starting to drive me crazy.
01:13:45.546 —> 01:13:48.800 Were there ever times where you’ve felt regret about transitioning?
01:13:50.010 —> 01:13:52.888 I don't think I've ever felt regret about what,
01:13:53.055 —> 01:13:55.473 what happened to me after transitioning or what my life...
01:13:56.141 —> 01:14:00.228 became after transitioning, what I did or didn’t do after that.
01:14:03.106 —> 01:14:09.195 I always thought of my transition as an opportunity to create good from bad.
01:14:11.030 —> 01:14:12.281 Always?
01:14:12.283 —> 01:14:16.870 You use the word frustration, and I think you...
01:14:20.123 —> 01:14:26.630 that sort of provides a sort of framework for the questions you’ve been asking.
01:14:28.048 —> 01:14:32.010 And frustration is not one of the things that I’ve felt since transitioning.
01:14:32.718 —> 01:14:37.933 I would never describe my transition as making me frustrated at any point.
01:14:41.686 —> 01:14:45.606 I guess I’m trying to find, like, some kind of connection to you.
01:14:46.566 —> 01:14:51.863 You’re so confident about your positions and your ideas.
01:14:52.155 —> 01:14:57.743 Well, you know, if I had undertaken the challenges that other people have undertaken,
01:14:57.745 —> 01:15:01.998 if I had decided to become a leader, for example, which you have decided to become,
01:15:03.333 —> 01:15:06.336 I could imagine a lot of frustrations.
01:15:06.338 —> 01:15:08.796 So in that sense,
01:15:10.798 —> 01:15:14.595 I’ve lived more the life of a follower than of a leader.
01:15:16.221 —> 01:15:20.225 I can’t relate to someone who doesn’t doubt themselves is what I’m saying.
01:15:20.600 —> 01:15:24.103 Or question, you know... “Did I ever make a mistake being so radically transparent?”
01:15:24.105 —> 01:15:27.941 Because your whole thing about radical transparency
01:15:28.108 —> 01:15:31.278 should require, like, more of a visible struggle.
01:15:36.616 —> 01:15:39.786 Well, I think probably...
01:15:44.498 —> 01:15:47.293 That’s a, that’s a criticism
01:15:49.630 —> 01:15:53.591 that I should be making of myself, that...
01:15:55.926 —> 01:16:01.433 that I should be talking so much about transparency and not embodying it.
01:16:01.933 —> 01:16:07.313 I think this encounter will, will be with me for quite a while.
01:16:08.023 —> 01:16:14.570 I’ll have to sort of internalize it and see what it, what it means to me.
01:16:14.571 —> 01:16:20.701 You know, it has to be incorporated into who I am and my trajectory.
01:16:21.578 —> 01:16:25.456 And that will probably happen because I, I’m pretty good at that.
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content/trigger warning: references to sexual fetishes (feces, urine), masturbation, pornography, and psychosis
everyone's tal king about Art, Strike!
i mean i don't know every one
but i can hear it on everyone's mind
i walk down the street and some body says to an other
“what's up”
but all i hear is
“heard about Art, Strike!?”
some otherbody says to their neigh bor
“that'll be 99.84”
but all i hear is
“just heard about Art, Strike!, like, damn“
and this dog being walked by a couple
barks at a squirrel
but all i hear is
“fuckin Art, Strike! man! woooooo oof!“
idk maybe i'm just psycho tic
earring voices
and shit (yes, finally,
in the hot, fetish-y way)
idk, maybe Art, Strike!'s for talking a bout
maybe the whole point was to
get everyone—
every one
every ones
every two
every twos
every all
every alls
Avery halls
Everett balms
every body
every booty
every bit.ly
every little bitty bootie (for free, hella worn)
every one direction
every one love
every one in a million
every wonderlamp
every wunderkind
every Willow Pill
every will of the wisp
every Wilt Chamberlain and Lane Pryce
every raconteur in every late-night chambre
every piece of master and boss of art work (derogatory)
every bit
every byte
every bisque
every quibble
every quip
every quilt
every quiet
every quitter
every levitation
every incantation
every incarnation
every inca®n(t)ation
every poem
every song
every song that repeats
every song / that repeats
every sang/bird flying
every godson crying
every daughter
every mom
every horse
every e-book
everybody everybody, everybody everybody
every won
every lost
every Basquiat and Belle with balls
every Great Dane and Judi Dench
every busy SNES zaddy
every Rupaul Charo
every Divine divination
every mermaid mesmeration
every sycophant and sickly phantom
every Jigglypuff and hater anthem
every dancer dancerie
every underpant TV
every Jenny from the blah
every scissor, scythe, or claw
everybody everybody, everybody everybody
every one
every you
every me
every nous
everyone who's ever been or ever will be anyone (we'll be there)
every vent of the scent Urie
every quintess sensual venture y
every can not afford to miss
every night of bliss
every dark-brown piss
every crystal-clear piss
every hot, fetish-y piss
every piss, is what i'm saying
every winter boned
every Quintana roamed
every wink of one Berlant
every Reality Winner stan(za)
every bunch of losers
every bunched-up panty
every Brady Bunchausen by proxy
every Braden and Chad
every Bait Bus dad
every Bidengrad
every bator fad
every fap
every clap
every stick and sap
every wicker map
every why ten
every who then
every what now
every where/how
every when, though?
every Mentos
every fat trans disabled neurodivergent genderfluid clairvoyant anarchist woman
and everyone else,
like, as in, literally
everyone else,
other than me—
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content/trigger warning: discussions of mental health, state/police violence, white supremacy, imperialism, transitioning, mass shooters, workplace harassment/abuse, transphobia, and the ethics of monetizing your trauma, reference to a teacher sexually harassing their students, use of a homophobic slur
Rivera, Erica
Erica Rivera
RiveraErica AT pm DOT me
she/her
555-555-5555 (like in the movies)
n/a
123 Anywhere Road, Anytown, USA
Whole life
English, Spanish, Spanglish
My skill is I can turn anything into art; my hobby is turning everything into art; I don’t really have any knowledge, though
n/a
Any
None (I mean, pay me something, above minimum wage obviously, but like, whatever is fine, I just cannot keep working from home or I will literally implode)
Full Time (30 hrs+)
Yes
Seasonal Affective Disorder
Today
No
n/a
If the difference between “here” in the preceding question and “our company” in this one is a series of shell corporations, then yes, I probably worked for a company that owns a company that owns a company that owns yours, or something, at some point
Whole life
Everyone (no one?)
I don’t know, I don’t talk to most of my family members
Assume I’m related to everyone in your employ
No
n/a
365
“Medical reasons”/“sick days”
Yes, but only those digital ones that look like iPads
I walked into your bookstore to buy any poetry book by makalani bandele or a compilation of works by Tennessee Williams and I promised myself I wouldn’t allow myself to buy anything else or spend any amount of time browsing because I only detoured and came here on a whim, and I am trying to learn to trust my whims more instead of talk myself out of them (I can talk myself out of—or into—anything, which I learned far too late is a very, very bad thing); for example, two days earlier I was driving past a library that I am pretty sure Octavia E. Butler used to frequent, and because I had checked out Customs by Solmaz Sharif—from another library that I am pretty sure Octavia E. Butler used to frequent—and because the copy of Customs had, inside it, a postcard with a collage/illustration on the front of the former library, and because I had never visited the latter library, and because I am trying to learn to trust my whims, and because I keep hoping I’ll find makalani bandele in a library (his work, I mean), I decide to stop and park and go inside. I don’t find any poetry at first except “the classics,” which I already read in high school and hate, so I loop around the library a dozen times before I realize the poetry I’m looking for is all mixed in with poetry targeted at children (Owed by Joshua Bennett, which I check out, for example, is next to a compilation of Shel Silverstein’s, which doesn’t make any Dewey Decimal sense, so I flip the latter—for many reasons—so that the binding is facing the wall and no one can tell that it’s there) and I grab a few that look interesting (South Flight by Jasmine Elizabeth Smith, which I read a single poem from that evening, and have to spend the entire rest of the night processing it, and The Animal Too Big to Kill by Shane McCrae, which has a striking, [sur/hyper]realistic cover that makes me scared to even open it, and Time is a Mother by Ocean Vuong, which I only get because I want to see what the hype is about and not because I think Ocean Vuong is particularly good or interesting, I hear him say in a YouTube video, “This was the book I had to write so I could write the rest,” and I turn the video off because I know the book he’s talking about and I’ve always felt it was tailor-made for white readers and if you want to tailor-make a book for white readers about your super sexily traumatic non-white life because you absolutely have to, then sure, write it, fine, but don’t fucking publish or promote it, I mean, c’mon) and then spot, on a shelf on my way out, A Streetcar Named Desire by Tennessee Williams, which I have never read but have been thinking about because the New York Times, which I am trying to divest from completely but always fail to, runs an article on their homepage one day called “A Streetcar Undesirable,” or something foolish like that, and I don’t even read the article (I rationalize my procrastination re:total divestment by saying, well, I’ll just skim the headlines to make sure nothing horrible’s about to happen except that something horrible is about to happen—and happens—every day, many, many horrible things—today, the release of the video of Tyre Nichols being assassinated, a few days ago the mass shooting ten miles from my former workplace and the day before that the mass shooting twelve miles south of where I am, and last week, [REDACTED] murdered for [REDACTED], and the week before, [REDACTED] murdered for being alive, although, of course, the New York Times does not cover [REDACTED]’s or [REDACTED]’s deaths, maybe if there were video footage, maybe if we could watch it happen, maybe if we could have seen it coming, why are murder and assassination and police/state violence only clickable when the Times says so, but then the people who need to know about the murders of [REDACTED] and [REDACTED] already know about them, and the people who still read the New York Times are not people who need to know, not people whose knowing would benefit anyone or anything, or effect any kind of meaningful change, and maybe I am still one of these people since I have yet to fully divest from their ugly, jingoistic rag, so, you know, don’t listen to me—and the difference is that now I have to know about it and I know this not sustainable for me, or anyone, which is why I wish we would all divest from the Times, but also journalism/news, generally) but I do think about Tennessee Williams, and when I see the copy of A Streetcar Named Desire, I think, well, per-fect, now I can see what the hype about him is about, and although I am far less skeptical of Williams than I am of Vuong, I am still very skeptical of Williams because any author popular enough to be part of a canon (any canon) I am always very skeptical of, but after I start reading it later that night, I understand the hype completely (I don’t even get more than five pages in before I understand the hype completely, and immediately put him squarely at the center of my own personal—ever-evolving—canon) and then I read him interview himself, a self-interview that makes the awful, disgusting, horrifyingly homophobic self-interview I read in James Franco’s book of bullshit the week prior (in a used bookstore, desafortunadamente for Solmaz Sharif, right next to a copy of her Look, which almost makes me cry; Look does, I mean, because my entire life I thought I was crazy because I would take random bits of detritus from life and the world, in print, and use them as a jumping off point for writing that weaves through everything hidden between the lines of the original work, or works, and I have only recently found a way to turn this into something productive when I start working in the medium of poetry/found art but now I realize, no, I’m not crazy, I’m just an artist/poet, and also trans) look like a pile of literal human feces, and not in a hot, fetish-y way, and I know that I want to read everything Tennessee Williams has ever written, especially the plays that no one’s ever heard of, perhaps only the plays that no one’s ever heard of. Then I read the timeline of his life and see he was institutionalized and I feel I need to read everything he’s ever written, especially the plays that no one’s ever heard of, definitely only the plays that no one’s ever heard of. I tell myself, for the dozenth time after walking into your bookstore, I will only buy any poetry book by makalani bandele or a compilation of works by Tennessee Williams because I do not want the fact that I have some spare change to allow me to treat the world as though I have some spare change and, desafortunadamente for me, there is no makalani bandele (his work, I mean) but there is a book on radical trans poetics and I’m not even sure what that means but I know I will buy it because, earlier that week, on a whim, I had clicked on a poem I see on a social media website despite the fact that the person posting it posts “CW” but doesn't actually say what content I am being warned about so I assume it means the content warning will be on the page I am being led to except it is not and I am slapped in the face with [the T-slur, plural] as the big bold title of the poem, and I’m not mad at the writer of the poem because the poem is incredible and a reclamation (the poem shares its title with a book, kind of: the book is called “[the T-slur, plural]” and the poem is called “[the T-slur, plural] by Larry Kramer”), a skewering of a text about trans people by someone who is, according to the poem, decidedly not trans, and the poem is written by Kay Gabriel and when I search for her on DuckDuckGo I find an ArtForum piece about her top ten (top ten what, I am never told) and either I love everything I see on her list after I check it out or I have already checked it out before and loved it and I think, Jesus, this is just like when I was 18 and discovered all my favorite authors as a child were gay except now I am twice that age and discovering that all my favorite art as an adolescent/adult has been trans as fuck, whatever that means; maybe it would more accurate to say that my favorite art as an adolescent/adult has some kind of particular appeal for trans people, examples on Kay Gabriel’s list that I already know and love include Times Square Red, Times Square Blue, the book (I have been working on an exegesis of the works of Samuel R. Delany, because his work is critical for understanding the ethics of art-making, as well as Octavia E. Butler’s, because I live in the city in which much of Parable of the Sower is set, and also Antonin Artaud’s, because I think he was trans and also because he was institutionalized, and finally, a trans writer’s whose name will not be in their exegesis, because I think their work is incredibly, maybe lethally, dangerous) and Dog Day Afternoon, the movie, and Candy Darling, the person, and Gossip Girl, the show—a book I reference as similar in the pitch for my first book before I delete it (the pitch, I mean; the book I “had to write so I could write the rest” but after I am done writing and editing it I destroy it multiple times, i.e., I delete all digital copies and drafts, among other things, until the only copies left are on paper, loose and scrawled all over, and in a bag I take with me almost everywhere I go because I have this whim that I will need it someday for something even though I know I will never publish it or show it to anyone, and I am trying to learn to trust my whims) is Charlie Markbreiter’s Gossip Girl Fanfiction Novella, which when I find out about it I don’t have enough money to buy it but its mere existence almost makes me cry, because my entire life I thought I was crazy because I would take random bits of detritus from life and the world, in print, and turn them into fanfictional fabulations and queered/transed reclamations, and I have only recently found a way to turn this into something productive when I start working in the medium of hybrid/autofiction but now I realize, no, I’m not crazy, I’m just an artist/poet, and also trans, and that, of course, I learn this in my 30's as I am transitioning instead of as an adolescent/adult, when I wish I had had the language and resources to transition, or as a child, when I really wish I had had the language and resources to transition, and Kay Gabriel is one of the co-editors of the book on radical trans poetics so I buy it and when I take the book to the counter, ultra-paranoid about how I will be treated (I am already looking more femme than I have my entire life, and I notice later I am wearing a shirt that accentuates my breasts and highlights my nipples—I joke, over the last few years, that I get fat so that my boobs will get bigger, and later I realize this is not a joke at all—and I do not want to be hate-crimed at a fucking bookstore, this is how fucking ultra-paranoid I always am when I am in public—who am I kidding, I am equally ultra-paranoid at home, too—even though I still pass pretty hard as cis/male—albeit a faggy, mildly androgynous cis male—and the beard doesn’t help but when I try shaving it off I feel super dysphoric because I like my beard and I don’t want to lose it, though when I try shaving my arms—technically just the left one, to start with—I feel a flood of gender euphoria except that then I realize I can’t wear short-sleeves in front of the few family members I see regularly because they will ask questions and I am not ready for the questions they will be asking me oh-so-often, soon) the cashier not only doesn’t treat me weird but also they refer to me as “they” when they pass me off to another employee who can help me put in a special order for the collected works of Tennessee Williams and this is the most gender-affirming moment of my entire life thus far (even though technically I use she/her pronouns) and I almost cry right there in the bookstore (not really, I am still too nervous while in public interacting with strangers to feel any emotion except fear; I cry later, at home, reading Cam Awkward-Rich’s “Everywhere We Look, There We Are” because my entire life I thought I was crazy because I would take random bits of detritus from life and the world, in print, and chop them up and rearrange them like fucking anagrams and I have only recently found a way to turn this into something productive when I start working in the medium of collage/assemblage but now I realize, no, I’m not crazy, I’m just an artist/poet, and also trans, and also not really re:the crying because I don’t cry at this point either but I know I’m going to cry about it, I am waiting to cry about it, I want bigger breasts and a vagina and I think I will probably cry after I get those things—are those even “things” that one really “gets,” words often fail me here, and by “words,” I mean colonial conceptions of gender/identity—and I mean, if that can’t make a girl cry then call me Ariana Grande because apparently I too have no tears left to cry) and that is why I want to work at your bookstore. My expectations are that I will come in and do what you tell me and get paid for it.
10. 10. Tens across the board.
For in-person work, a workplace that a mass shooter is not likely to target, and with enough entrances and exits to allow for easy escape, or enough good hiding places so that everyone inside at any given time can find a good hiding place so no one has to die (can you imagine a mass shooter walking into a place and everyone hiding so well that they literally just walk around and then leave because they, like, assume everyone’s on break or something, lol, lol, please for the love of God fucking lol with me before we both start crying)
[REDACTED]. I deal with it very badly. Nevertheless, please do not pity the sad, confused trans writer re:[REDACTED]; please do not pity me for anything on this application. Job applications, like works of art, are not for exploiting or profiting off of one’s (sob) story. Trans people are quite capable of hurting others—“We’re just like them!”—and it is not—it is never—that I hurt someone “when I was cis,” I have always been trans and when I hurt people in the past I was trans when I hurt them even if I didn’t know I was trans yet. What I would do differently is [REDACTED], or [REDACTED], either would be better than how things played out.
Not have used racial slurs. Not have embarked on racist rants. Not have been an alt-right troll with a Stanford degree and enough marginalizations to guarantee no one in his inner circle would ever question him. Not have made people cry by yelling at them.
See previous answer
Trouble (sorry, I know that’s a noun, but you see what I mean???), thoughtful, creative
The last book I read from cover to cover was Heroes by Franco Berardi although it has been, like, five years since I’ve read a book from cover to cover and even Heroes I think I technically skipped at least one or two chapters of (I didn’t read it in order, I read like a few pages or a chapter every few months for, like, five years, because it is so fucking intense of a book, although I do read the last few pages, like, fifty times over the course of those five years). No one should ever feel obligated to read a book cover to cover, or really to read books at all. Books I would recommend include [REDACTED] by [REDACTED] (also referred to, sometimes, I think, as [REDACTED]), but technically that’s a zine, [REDACTED] by [REDACTED] (or anything directed by [REDACTED], I think), but technically that’s a movie, and the titular track on the [REDACTED] soundtrack by [REDACTED] that is mostly just [REDACTED] saying some of the lines from the show, although technically that’s a song slash spoken word track. Any of these are better than any book or novel I’ve ever read or encountered. Other products you carry that I would recommend include the overpriced blueberry mocktail I have to buy in order to be allowed to sit in the bar in the bookstore when I go there to write, which I only do twice, which is, like, $20 I could have spent on books, so, like, maybe rethink the whole “replacing the space that used to be public seating, for customers to sit in and read, with a bar with lots of seating that no one is allowed to sit in except for the, like, three hours a day every other day that the bar is actively staffed” situation.
Thrive: one where I am paid. Uncomfortable: one with (cis) white people who don’t know when to not to try to befriend non-cis/non-white people.
If it was more than ten dollars, I would tell them to be more careful, or offer to spot them next time and/or actively distract our supervisor(s), especially if they are after something significantly more valuable. Also, the inclusion of this question on the application (for a fucking bookstore, I mean, c’mon, you should be begging people to steal, at least it would mean people are fucking reading) is why I decide to turn this into a story (or poem, or hybrid, or creative nonfiction, or whatever) instead of actually applying, so, like, maybe another thing to rethink, but then obviously what the fuck do I know.
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3.6
12
Intro to Film Studies, Intro to Videotechnology, DNA Science I, Intro to Computer Science, Intro to Psychology, Intro to Photography—my teacher was a gross pervy skeeze but it was the class in which I learned how to compose a photograph, which is probably the most useful thing artists can learn how to do, other than go to therapy, or honestly assess the power(s) they have and take, and the damage(s) they probably relatedly do
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3.6
SR
History, Economics, Political Science, Political Economy, Sociology, Psychology, Ethnic Studies, Gender and Women’s Studies, LGBTQ Studies, Middle Eastern Studies, Eastern European Studies, African American Studies, Chicano/Chicana Studies (I imagine they use Chicanx now, but who knows, I’ve always liked Xicanx, but, like, you know, “Chicanismo” is a real hot mess, or whatever, so who cares), Mexican/Latin American Studies (I imagine they use Latinx now, but who knows, I’ve always liked Latine, but, like, you know, “Latinidad” is a real hot mess, or whatever, so who cares), Asian American Studies, Native American Studies, Computer Science, Math, Biology, Physics, Cognitive Science, Journalism, Media Studies, Film Studies, Theatre/Performance Studies, English, Russian, French, Spanish, Rhetoric, Comparative Literature, Studio Art, Science, Technology, and Society (STS) Studies, Peace and Conflict Studies, Environmental Studies, Geography, Urban Studies, Architecture, Legal Studies, Business, Music
I signed an NDA, sorry
Making more art, looking at more art, more therapy, lots more therapy, pretty much all the therapy I can find/afford
[A bunch of questions for which the answers are all n/a]
What is your job (work will ask it)?
And you will ask:
“What is my job?”
n/a
Literally any day, any time
Okay.
Fine.
Erica Rivera
January 28, 2023
Sure.
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content/trigger warning: discussion of mental illness, ableism, and mainstream poetry, depiction of psychosis and the capital-nation-state's monopoly on violence
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